Monday, September 27, 2010

?

I find myself again and again.
How is it that I keep getting lost?

Thursday, September 23, 2010

poet

I was meant to wander
to drip lazy through the days
melt across the roadway
and seep into forever
one drop at a time

I was meant to linger
to slip quietly through the nights
drift above the rooftops
and evaporate into dawn
one atom at a time

I was meant to ponder
to sink madly into oblivion
drink in the galaxies
and swallow the universe
one star at a time

I was meant to wonder
to gaze longingly into devastation
embrace the ache
and absorb all of eternity
one breath at a time

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

converse

I am wondering aloud to the empty house. It does not answer me back. I sense it resents the intrusion and punishes me with silence.
Oh well such is Tuesday.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

coward

Because I am a coward because I frighten easily occasionally I lose my way

Friday, February 12, 2010

ascent

I've reached a point, a boiling point if you will, because this is my time to come undone or not, please not if I can help it, let me rise to the occasion help me rise above the degradation, I simply cannot fall or be sucked down into the mire that perpetuates the hate.

I've proven genius in the face of ignorance and power in the place of weakness and courage ah the courage but not without the fear, the fear that the something that one thing that keeps coming back to haunt me won't stop until I stand up until I rise up until I wise up until I just keep going.

I.will.not.break.